it's still true love

i just know this amazing girl, and she changed her blog,
so now I'm doing the same.
it's a new start, cause it's soon 2011, and I have been her a year now,
so i need a new start.
it's as always without you, but it's still true love
www.stilltruelove.tumblr.com

everything is made to be broken but this time it's made to be you

the world is crashing around us, 

we're slowly falling apart,

don't know what we got each other into,

just know that non of us is leaving tonight.

when everything is falling, 

I'm still standing tall, 

cause what ever it is we're facing,

I'm not breaking at all. 

You got me all figured out,

but you don't got me at all,

we're facing this world together,

but if you somehow fall

I leave you behind.

You have no rights to hold me back,

so please just let me go,

I don't mean to hurt you, 

but you're taking it to slow.

I run if I want to,

and that's faster than I can do

you probably wont even see me,

as I'm running past you.

I'm done with this game,

I'm no longer your girl,

you never was mine to have,

and no you're not something I want.

We're still standing together, 

it's my chose to hold on,

but if anyone is falling

you'll find yourself on ground. 

only because it's Christmas, love actually is all around.

there does not go a day without me thinking of you

but i have not cried, i have not cried since the first day in December.
i don't know why, i just don't feel anything.
but then again, it really hurts.

I don't feel what i once felt, but still I'm missing you everyday.

I'm sorry i just don't have anything to say.

it's like i don't have words to put in my mouth. it's like i don't know what to say, i just don't know..

one day, just not today, you'll have to tell her

Tell her not to get upset, second-guessing everything you said and done
And then when she gets upset tell her how you never mean to hurt no one
Then you tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again
And it won't make sense right now but you're still her friend
And then you let her down easy

Call your girlfriend
It's time you had the talk
Give your reasons
Say it's not her fault
But you just met somebody new

Don't you tell her how I give you something that you never even knew you missed
Don't you even try and explain how it's so different when we kiss
You tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again
And it won't make sense right now but you're still her friend
And then you let her down easy

S(he) be(lie)ved

Thats my imagination of how love ends. Cause in the end they are all the same. there's alwayse a he making a she belive there's always a she trusting his lies!

i do not expect this thing to work, and i don't even think about getting my hopes up for another man.

but maybe it's my turn now.

one year is gone

without you: love: "Don't tell me you love me if you don't mean it, cause i might do something crazy and beleive it"

it's a year since i started, and trust me things have changed, but when i look back, things weren't that different a year ago.

she don't like to see us laughing.

she's afraid of what we could do,
cause she know that we got something,
togehter, me and you.

She pretend that it dosen't matter,
thinking she's acting all descreet,
but we know she's watching every step,
every step we take with our feet.

i have done some wrong things,
but I'm learning from mistakes,
now I'm letting you go,
but you should know my heart aches.

I'm taking a step behind you,
and I'm only doing this for my sis,
but i remember everything,
from our first to the last kiss.

our love is a friendship on fire,
but the water has calmed us down,
now it's just a friendship,
and I'm all on my own.

photo:weheartit.com

sometimes i wonder why we even bother with love, if it never last.